Xmas in the Kesh.
This is my 10th Xmas in the Kesh. For most of the others it is their 13th or 15th.
As usual Xmas is that curious mix of having a great time while still being the worst time of the year. People recall previous happier memories and realise that we’re here for at least another year. Some have a minimum of 35 Christmases to look forward to. The run in to Xmas day is the same. People putting a good spin on it. This year is different. Some of the lifers have got home for the first time. While it gives hope to them for the rest it’s a curious mix of happiness, jealousy and resentment. We say in earnest ‘Hope you have a good time out there’ and in our guts and hearts we wish it were us.





